This blog is not about the pros and cons of self-publishing. It’s not
about publishing at all. It’s about writing.
A few years back when I’d completed my first novel, I joined a writers’
group, the now defunct WIT (Writers in Transition). The illustrious leader, my
mentor Peggy Fletcher, insisted I start writing short stories. I protested.
Nooooo, I’m a novelist. She explained that my novel would get more attention if
editors and publishers knew my work. Write and submit short stories to build exposure.
Fill your bio with accomplishments.
As always, Peggy was right. I persevered with the short stories, even
though they are a challenge for me, and realized the gratification of seeing
them in print and running online. Receiving honoury mentions and, as if that
wasn’t enough, winning contests. It gives accreditation and validation to my
work. And, to be honest, it makes me squeal with delight. I also write a
monthly magazine column.
In spite of this, I wince when asked if I’m published. I automatically
say no. Why? Because I still consider myself as a novelist and my novels are
not published. The numerous short stories in journals and anthologies, and the
magazine column, don’t come to mind when someone asks about my writing. I’ve
zoned in on novels. Everything else is unimportant – or so it seemed.
Initial soul searching exposed my resentment at writing columns, blogs,
stories... After all, it’s time consuming and I could be working on my current
novel. Or marketing my finished novels. Or reading. Why, then, am I choosing to
spend writing-time on short stories?
More soul searching. Over time, I’ve not only accepted, I’ve embraced the
challenge of shorter works.
Deeper soul searching. It’s become satisfying. Don’t get me wrong, my
novels are still foremost on my mind but short stories satisfy a hunger. There,
I’ve admitted it. Writing shorts is like a pleasurable indulgence.
May is Short Story Month. Short stories have re-gained popularity and
respectability. Anthologies are becoming more important. Since I don’t have my
very own anthology, I wasn’t giving credit to my success in other anthologies.
How crazy is that? I need to show a little more respect for my own work if I
want recognition for it.
At a recent conference, I didn’t even admit to being a writer in a show
of hands. Maybe because I haven’t reached my goal to be a published ‘novelist’.
So, for the record, yes, I’m a writer. I’m a published writer. I’m a columnist.
I’m a blogger. I have a writer facebook page and each new ‘like’ excites me. I’m
a member of Crime Writers of Canada. And finally, yes, I am a novelist. No, I
don’t have a published novel. Not yet. I will.
In the meantime, I’ll create short stories. Criminal, shocking,
suspenseful short stories. After all, May is the month of the Short Story.
There are many varieties of writers, just as there are many varieties of scientists. If one is a biologist or a physicist or a neuro-chemist, they're still scientists.
ReplyDeleteYou're so write! Thanks Terry.
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